Fat day

Oh well, it was inevitable I suppose. After magically losing 4lbs at the last weigh in despite being on holiday, I feel an absolute heifer today, and like the picture, am suffering with severe muffin top.

I lost about a stone - at the tail end of last year, and bought some jeans in a size smaller, which fitted beautifully. As I had put the stone, and probably a bit more back on before I started SW, the jeans were extremely uncomfortable, and only ever worn when I was going somewhere that I would be stood up, as sitting down was difficult to say the least, and a risk to the seams!

Anyway, since I have lost the 12lbs at SW, I have been able to get back in the jeans, one pair of them is actually a little baggy around the waist band now, but I have worn the other pair today, and they feel quite tight.

So, I weighed myself - now I know my scales weigh about a 1lb lighter than the SW ones, I fluctuate throughout the week and I had vowed not to weigh myself mid week - but I have, and it seems that I have put the 4lb back on! I now feel really annoyed with myself, and as a response have eaten some chocolate (counted in my syns) - but I am still feeling annoyed with myself and am 6 1/2 syns down on my daily allowance. Was it worth it.........No.

So, in an effort to kick myself up the arse, I am off up the field, am gonna park at the end of the drive, so I will get at least a mile walk, and then I will return home to a lush tea of baked spud, salmon and veg. Yum, my mouth is watering just thinking about it.

Better shove a handful of grapes down my neck to stave off the hunger pangs. Full steam ahead for the rest of the week. Wish me luck. x